Thursday, January 20, 2011

My powerful tool is my mind. I know thAt in my head I can see things, think things and be whaever I want. Guess what I found out. The enemy knows. Has been knowing and the last tens years of my life has been his attempt to destroy the wonderful gift god has given me. It's no wonder that I dream things and find out that they are true. For instance my ex fiancé was cheating on me. I had just found out and although he apologized and promised to move on something was not right. I dreamed the woman he cheated with was pregnant. No I did not dream of fish. I dreamed of pregnancy. I told him about it and he shrugged it off. A few weeks later he tells me I was right and he did not want to believe me but knew thAt whenever I dreamed something it was going to happen. He was hoping I was wrong but sure enough thAt woman was pregnant. Unfortunately she had a miscarriage. One time i dreamed my sister invited us to her new house. She had that house decked out on fish. What do you think was going on? Fish paintings multiple fish tanks, a piano with keys inside of a fish mouth. Fish everywhere. I told my mother about this but we figured it was someone else and thought the chance of my sister having a baby was very unlikely. Well in sep 2010 my niece my little poopa pants was born. A few weeks prior to her birth my siistermoved into a new place in the south . So what do I think of all is.? God has been showing slowly but steadily what he wants me to do. My job?use the gift to glorify god. I become caught up with what's in my mind easier then anything going on outside of it. WhT do I have to say about That? Use me lord. Whatever your perfect will let it be done. I still have dreams but I now have visions. The spirit of the lord visits me at all times and so much so I can hardly tAke it. My next agenda, figure out how to put my feelings aside to reveal to others the vision god had given me for their life.
Bak to that ol devil. He thinks he will rMe my mind. But I am about done with him stealing from me. He comes to kill steal and destroy. But I Am NOT THE ONE.!

People have spoken so many thing into my life even when I did't believe and when I was to afraid to stand firm on the word of god. The lord is not finish with me yet. In my eyes I am I'll prepared and too shy but god makes no mistakes. I will serve the lord with gladnesz. Peace and love.

Glory glory

Since I laid my burdens down. I must not forget the things god has brought me from. I must not forget that God haz aperfect plan and unlike me it does not have flaws, and will not fail. I understand things much clearer. Like the the isrealites, I am chosen. I know the lord becomes upset when we move in a direction that we are not suppose to. The isrealites were delivered time And time again yet they always seemed to fall short of the glory of God. Although God was angry and let them go through a lfew thing he always stepped in right on time. He gave them victory each and every time. A hard head makes a soft behind but e merciful God will soften the blow. FYI I learned this from the Sunday school lesson I was suppose be teaching the little ones. It truly blessed my soul. Rsad your Word people. I am a living witness that the Word of god pricks and is uplifting provides wosdom and feeds the soul. So happy new year to everyone. Expect greater. Watch out for that ol fool Satan.