Not that I feel this way........but if you ever feel like you cannot get over someone or you feel totally betrayed, afraid to love or afraid to trust get over it with the Lord. Not with another man or woman. Seeking another individual who has the potential to disappoint you will only lead to more disappointment. When I lost love I felt like my world had fell apart. I did not eat and I could not sleep. Everything that is in the movies that I thought was so stupid.... happened to me. I could not wrap my mind around this person's potential to lie to me. I could not believe that he was capable of hurting me the way he did. I felt that everything perfect swiftly slipped through my fingers. My future,my rock was all gone. So let's evaluate the situation. Observation 1: A rock on your finger means nothing until you say I DO. Observation 2: It is okay to love hard. What is not okay is that you cannot survive without the other individual. I literally was shaken to the core in how I was unable to cope. He had been my rock. Who should be your rock? JESUS. Observation 3: I let what happen to me tear me down instead of build me up. That brings me to today. Today I can talk to the "big elephant" without having to feel insecure, without remorse and I'm pretty sure the feeling of rejection has finally been lifted. To be able to speak with him has nothing to do with what we had. But shows me I am a survivor. I was moved to trust God. To trust his will for my life. I know that contrary to what people think my love for God has to be stronger than my love for a man. Last time I checked that was called idolatry.
I plead to every woman who has had her heart broken to meet Jesus. Find out for yourself that He will fix your broken heart.
I pray Lord God today that every soul that is missing or yearning for love find it in you. God, that you give this person the strength and the will to move on. If anyone of us has something in us that is not like you that you remove it. God that your will be done and that we live according to your call. God I pray for holiness amongst your people. Last but not least God I pray for peace and a sound mind. In the name of JESUS, Amen.
I was stripped and my soul lay bare yet I found the Lord. He turned my situation around. He placed my mind on things of the Kingdom. I am still a work in progress and I love the Lord for that. Stay blessed.
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