Here and Now

In a previous post I said "I feel anxious about the things I long for and at the moment are not tangible". In my abscense things have been just about the same but a tad better. For once I have my friend back! I'm smiling thinking about it. I am extremely happy to have a human being to share my aspirations, and my feelings with. But with this I have to take baby step. I can tell my friend anything I want. I know that all my secrets are safe and I knwo my friend has my back at all times. Not to mention my friend drops some profound wisdom. The thing I like most is that my friendship allows me to be obedient to God's command. I noticed the Lord constantly reminds us how to treat one another. To be kind and have symapthy and compassion. How we treat each other is a top priorty in God's law. These days it is refreshing to know that someone doesn't have a hidden agenda to use me or harm me. I only want the best for my friend. With that said it is with a heavy heart that I be just what I'm asked. Dear God help me! I see everything for what it is but I must as a good friend wait....patiently/ impatiently. I have this feeling and when you knwo what's good for someone and they can't see it does something to your insides. As they say. Practice makes perfect. Practice being a good friend.