I know I know. Been so shamefully neglectful. What can I say. Just had a birthday and my little brother asked me how does it feel to be my age? Well since he is ten years younger than me I gave him the real deal. I am happy to see yet another year. New years come with new possibilities but at the same time I have to look at where i have been to see where I am going. I told him point blank. I don't feel like I am where I should be for myself at my age. After making that satement I felt like I had lost my breath and the funk set in. I needed that though. It helps me focus. I do nto want life to just past me by. On the side of spiritual progession God ahs truly shown himself. The moment I thought I was going to panic, worry and settle for less I ended up with a blessing that I literally do not have room enough to recieve. Awesome. In about a month's time frame my mind had been forcused on Matthew 6:25. I take it one day at a time with full faith my God will come through. TIL NEXT TIME. STAY BLESSED