I have a car!!!!!! Now I need a laptop because I can post frequently and as things come mind. Any way.....I have car. I am so happy. I feel so grateful. I fI had received this car sooner I probably wouldn't appreciate it as much. I know that this is only the beginning. I feel as if I need to increase my faith more. I don't want to get to the point where I feel like I have gotten my needs and suddenly my faith isn't as strong. On to to the next plateau. But one thing that has changed, I honestly feel that God is the Almighty. I feel that He can do it all. Previously I was only affirming this with myself. More like meditating. Well the past week has been a busy one. My level of intelligence is slipping. I need a book ASAP. Something that will stimulate my mind. Something that will interest me and teach me something. This is my own fought. I need to increase my studies. This is a dilemma that deserves concentration. Next, a young woman that I called a friend returned to work falsely accusing me of stealing from her. What bothers me is that she doesn't see how wrong she is for lying on me and trying to make me look bad. Maybe she does because I sent her a very polite email requesting that she stops spreading these false rumors and to examine herself. She really got upset and later tried to jeopardize my job. I then went forward to human resources about all the things she had done. I feel as if things should have never escalated to where it had. After all I was the one who borrowed her $500 so that her and her children would not be homeless. But that doesn't bother me. What really gets me is that she is lost and her life could be so much better if she turned it over to Christ. What's interesting is , my pastor just touched on the subject in Bible Study the previous evening. He spoke about so called friends. Now I know this was God talking to me. Just a few hours earlier I was pondering how to speak with her and try to somehow fix our relationship. However less than 24 hours later God told me not to go tht route and what's done is done. I am through with her and I can only forgive her and move on. Speaking of forgiveness my son's father has completely lost hs mind. It has gotten ot the point where I don;t bother engaging in arguments with him. He is who he is and cannot be changed. I don't know if I respect him anymore. Some of the things he does is wuite unnecessary. He has the kind of spirit that seems to want to do right but ends up doing wrong.