since I went there....

The pastors of my church are awesome. I know when I come there I will get the Word someway somehow. Every time I think it doesn't apply to me it does. For that reason and others I have found a place were I can trust that I am truly being fed the Word. I have a point trust me. Anyhow, this one particular service, before I prayed, I wrote down what I was seeking from God. I had the scrambled brain feeling and wanted peace of mind. Along with that I began to feel lost. I couldn't easily decide to go left or right. Do this or do that? I wrote in my book, Peace of mind and Direction. I prayed for it. Soon after praise and worship the pastor came forth with the word. When he was done I felt like I was on top of the world. I received what I needed and more. I want to turn to someone and say I wrote this at the beginning of service. Did he not just preach this? I couldn't believe it. I though all along that I was at that point were my walk in faith was as good as it was going to get. I was so wrong. I received a fresh anointing. Here I was actually believing that this was it. I realized I could go higher. I realized that just as I dream/ meditate (not fantasize) on the holy matrimony it will happen, because that is what I want. I realize as I meditate on teaching a class full of spunky eager little children ,it will happen. I also realize that if I can meditate on a house and car(Please Lord) that I only need to ask. In the meantime. I will love myself, appreciate my CO-OP, love my child and teach him to the best of my ability and I will keep up my studies. If Bob can believe I know I can too. The point is, if I can write on a piece of paper my need, and it was answered in less than 30 minutes, God will surely answer my other requests. Instead of going to God in tears, I need to go to Him with a Thank You for everything he hasn't done because I am being prepared for what he will do.. Keeping my head up. I appreciate my pastor being right with God, he is a great vessel. I absolutely love that I feel like God is talking to me though him. Thanks Pastor Chris. No more "stinkin thinkin".