Why?

I make decisions that I pray are right. My mother who loves to have things her way fails to realize that i can make my own decisions. I am not necessarily mad but i really don!t like it when people feel they can be nasty towards me because i want to keep my own peace. Yet they consider me nasty and selfish. Uuuuugh! I am so upset right now. I consider everybody!s feelings and respect their actions even when I do not agree. In return I get ridiculed for absolutely nothing. I so close to snapping off. Just plain ol ridiculousness. I knew i should of went to bible study tonight. Thang! I could have avoided all this mess/drama. It is what it is. I need to move on. I just need to pray for strength and wisdom. That thump you just heard was not me droppijg the keyboard. It was me dropping to my knees. Goodnight.