Sometimes you want to as my grandmother says" Knock the living daylights
" out of someone. (whatever that means). I don't want it to do it just to be mean but like another thing she would say :It'll hurt me more than it hurts you". I just don't like to see others go down the wrong path. I wish you could see that what I am saying is true and to avoid the big mess that lies ahead. When you know something is oging to happen you feel this unsettling on the inside. I want to but I know that what lies ahead will take at least 10 years off that person's life. I've lost about 7 and I'm sure it will take another 3 for me to even get back on the right track (Lord Hear My Prayer). Well pray for me. I need strenth. Endurance is the word I'm looking for. Anything along those lines....please pray for me. I am yet again on the roller coaster. I don't like this place and I don't know how to tell someone because I am sure they will want to know why I am here. Trust me I know that some of it is me and some of it is straight up the devil. He is so busy. I don't like him. Wish I never knew him and HE NEEDS TO BACK UP OFF OF ME IN JESUS NAME! Yeah, writing is such a great way to get things off your chest. Now he might be laughing but when I am done with him he's gonna see that I am NOTHING TO MESS WITH! I am going to win so many souls for the Lord! I am going to tell people how this fool kept thinking he had me. But I don't negotiate with terrorist. I am already gone and I;m not going back. I belong to the LORD. I am going to tell people to rebuke the mess out of him! I am going to make sure that so many young people avoid this fool at all costs. My God will certainly wrap this thing up. THANK GOD FOR SAVING ME!