Breathing

Man am I an emotional wreck. First I hope that it is just my hormones. Secondly if it is I'm glad, means everything is working properly. Third I hope I am not trying to avoid the situation and blame the feeling I can not shake on hormones. One moment I'm like yes Lord. You are in control- you got this and the next I am like Lord what is the meaning, the purpose if any behind all of this. I am not double minded but I certainly a little unstable right now. I have no desire to get invloved in worldly things. If anything this whole situation puts my role in the kingdom into perspective. It is that dedication on the inside of me that keeps me grounded and is helping me to not lose control. Get it together girl. Emotional walls. Emotional walls. At least I can manage a sense of humor. Well gotta go back to work. TTYL. Stay Blessed.