Had some time to think

I thought about deleting my previous post. I decided to leave it and exactly the way it is. Writing is an outlet. As I am writing this I hear clearly the past is the past. I have needs and desires and dreams just as the next person and those needs will be met. As I driving to work today, I periodically paused to read the bible. My need to reach for the word was the aftermath of the flood of emotions I experienced the previous evening. I mean I was in the zone. I needed to exercise my faith because my day would be unproductive and I would be in a cloud for most of it if I didn't. I thought about where I wanted to go. Would a particular path lead me there. I thought about how anxious I felt. I said to myself that God knows. He knows what's going to happen. He knows the direction I am going. I just don't. At least not with certainty. What i know with certainty is the word of God is the truth. It says "if you abide in me and my word abides in you can ask what you please and it will be done unto you"(John 15:7) With that being said I have made known the desires of my heart. God will fulfill these needs and desires according to his will and according to riches and glory. I think I will rest well tonight knowing that he is Able. not only that but able to do exceeding abundantly...... And as I finish this writing I pray for comfort and wise decisions in the name of Jesus Christ. Good night.