Shock and awww

I recently had some ecounters that truly have me stumped. I know exactly what I don't want but I cannot honestly say I am 100% sure of what I do want. Partly due to my trust that God has the will and not me. So I am trying to be careful and not overstep my boundaries. I feel like I am walking around in the dark trying to find the light. I had an unexpected call this morning that had my co workers thinking something was wrong with me. I had a very long conversation that lasted maybe 3 hours. It was refreshing. After finishing the call my mind begin to do its thing. It begin to race. I felt so uneasy, nervous and at the same time I did not know what I felt. With so many thoughts running through my mind I heard a voice say "trust in the lord with all your heart and lead not unto your own understanding" Then I said how Lord. How? After all this time I thought I would never ever hear from this person again. Although this person lives the next town over I still made it up in my mind that encounters where out of the question and that was my saving grace. I was able to release my feelings, so I thought. Let me spit it out. I do not know whos is working and this bothers me. Is the lord working on my behalf or is the enemy trying to distract me. Do i need to be patient? Only time will tell.